I'm probably not the only person, but at times I feel I need a good cry. As emo, or stupid, or funny as that sounds, I am pretty sure someone will be able to relate. I haven't had a good cry in so long. Last time I had one I felt way better afterwards; I felt lighter.
At times I wonder why some people seem to be nice to me, or even still want to talk to me. Perhaps its because they feel they have to, or they really don't have a choice.
I feel pretty dumb here sometimes. Not too sure on what I want right now.
2012, c'mon Let's make it happen. End it.
I hate being in awkward situations. Especially when you don't expect to be in one. At least knowing beforehand I have a clue on what to do or say. Those awkward moments out of the blue haunt me.
Led Zeppelin's music is the only kind that can mellow me out. They're amazing for that. Always brightens my day.
It's like a love/hate thing when someone points out my flaws as a person. I like it because it gives me a chance to look at myself a different way and try to change for the better. However, I hate it because no one likes to be called out on their imperfections. I don't mind it at all when I realize on my own my flaws. It's enlightening.
I would like to drive out in the middle of Texas, to an awesome field and just lay there and contemplate on everythang. Would be nice to have someone do it with me.
