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I'm just going to close my eyes, and hope to God everything will be okay and everything will work out for the best.

Too much time on my hands

I have lost my focus. I have become concerned over stupid things and ignored what I am supposed to be doing. I lack motivation. The drive to even say the things I wanted to do a year ago is not there anymore. I feel bad in all areas and I'm disappointed with myself. Hopefully starting class again gets me back on track. The fact that I'm making mistakes and not caring most of the time kinda worries me when I really stop and think about it. Eh I really shouldn't have free time on my hands, I think too much.