Surprises

I never really liked surprises. No need to beat around the bush, just come forward with it. I hate not knowing what the hell is going on, yet being too scared to ask for the truth. Not knowing makes me go ahead and think of what is going on and I create all these scenarios. Some are realistic, but some can be way too far out of the ordinary and impossible. Then when the truth comes out I'm relieved to know the truth or not. And if I'm not its because I had made myself believe something that wasn't true, it was just a crazy scenario I made up to explain for all the uncertainty. So if anyone is actually reading this, don't bullshit people about small crap. Please