Wolfmother made me do it

Half of my summer is gone already. It's been good. I've been taking two classes at LoneStar and that has kept me busy. Not too busy though, I've had plenty of time to relax. I really hope I get to volunteer soon at the hospital. I miss doing community service. It was fun doing it with friends, but I always had a good feeling afterwards for helping people out. Things between my parents and I have been getting a lot better. I'm not sure if I care too much for any of my other extended family. Through the years I've learned not to expect much from them. Not too long ago my mom barely realized that and she took it pretty bad. Family is great at times, but if I were ever in a pickle, I'd think twice before calling one of them. I'd rather call a friend than any of them. I don't hate them, I just stopped expecting anything from them. It's a lot less disappointment I'd have to go through. I will still keep in touch with those that want to. I will help them in their time of need to those that are willing to accept it. I still have some small hope things will get better between me and certain other relatives. I'm not angry anymore for what they did. I'm tired and done being angry. I miss them. I am willing to put it all in the past; I just hope one day they will feel the same way.